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Monday, July 18, 2011


I wished the courage to tell you how i feel but by doing so, i might ruined whatever we already have. Its been maybe 3 years? But we only talked like this year i guess. If only you felt the same way, That way things would be so so much easier. I know nothing much about you. I just want to call you mine. Seems like you live so far away cause i might have to wait for like one day just so i can recieve your text reply.
You dont use your phone much so maybe thats why i dont get my replies as fast. You seem really nice and i know you are, but you have your clique and you are super close to them, Idk how to talk to you then. You make me smile, but i really wish we could talk more. If only you share the same thoughts. One sided love is what i will call this at this point.
Hmm, i have no idea if i want you to read this cause like, there is a fifty fifty chance that i might get what i want and what i dont want, I dont wanna be judged by others but honestly, i dont mind being judged when im with you cause i know you'll stick up for me. Wish you were noisier. (L)