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Sunday, May 22, 2011

Hmm, i think i like someone. He liked me for a really long time, like since last year. But i didnt feel the same way. Then now, I feel jealous when he is with other girls. It doesnt make sense i know but what does right? I feel mean. i treated him like really horribly thinking maybe he wouldnt like me anymore but i guess what i thought was wrong. Its been a while since we really talked. Come to think of it i havent really talk to him face to face at all. Its awkward at one point and at another, i keep wondering if he even wants to talk to me. I made it clear to him a few weeks back that i will not have a relationship or whatever but now, its different. I feel like i want us to be more than friends but like a slightly lesser than the relationship kinda thing. Need advice. Who's up?