update on prev post
Friday, October 2, 2015
so here is an update for just now's post. It has been about 8 hours and my heart is poached.
I feel so depressed, my chest feels so heavy, I am finding it hard to breathe and i get shivers up and down my spine.
I talked to him about it, but the response i got was really surprising. He does not want to date me anymore. He says I have got too many "issues". Yes if you read my blog, I do have a lot of issues. but I have never told him these stuff. Even if someone was to say i have issues, it should not come from him cause he does not know anything. He does not know the struggle i go through to feel confident, the pain i feel when buttoning my jeans, the amount of money i spend on cosmetics. I have only worn make up in front of him once. It was not even a full face of make up, it was just brows. He makes me feel good in my own skin and i know for a fact that is something i really wish to have in a man.
Why the sudden change though. why is he just gonna ditch the thought of us dating because of the "issues" i have. I don't understand. seriously naomi, if he turns out to be another fuckboy, you need to step up your game. nuff said. we will see what happens. xx
cheer up az x
