
Is it true that everything I get comes witha price? Cause maybe if that was the point, I would understand my situation way better. Finally finished a book by Low KayHwa, It was much better than I thought, I cried while reading it. Now, I realise I can somehow relate it to my life. I wish all of this had just been a nightmare and I want to wake up from it. Saying it is just that easy but I am sure that doing it would mean much more things. Maybe its just me but I feel that I have caused many things to happen. I feel that whatever I do is just not good enough. I want to go back in time and stop us from meeting so that I would not have to face today because of you.

