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Wednesday, August 31, 2016


Hi everybody, 

i gonna update my blog more frequently cause it makes me look busy at work lmao. 

First things first, my bigo life is over cause i got permanently banned. Bigo has strict rules with regards to nudity and i streamed while i was omegle. Streaming on omegle was not what got me banned, but the guy that showed his dick i completely forgot about it. It was there for maybe 2 seconds and then i was banned. 

Forget it la. Let's talk about the boys in my life shall we. My blog is full of posts about guys. I recently got in contact with some guy on tinder la. He just broke up and i am not exactly over winston, I don't even know if i blogged about winston here. lmao 6 months of silence. But anyway we decided to kinda give each other the attention we lacked from our previous partners. He was really not doing very well as he had not gotten the closure he wanted. It got so bad at one point he removed his dp and changed his whatsapp status to," Goodbye world". The last person he texted was me, BITCH. I aint gonna be interviewed by the police ok. At the same time, i spammed him out of worry. stupid boy. He replied me only 2-3 days later and told me he met up with her and finally got his closure and he feels better. Thats good right? He came over to hang out also. He was learning how to use the guitar and i had a guitar at home, so he asked me to teach him. Aw, so cute. I was complaining to him about how without bigo i do not have someone to give me attention, and he said he could still give me, just that this month, September, he will be super busy. I mean he is an army boy, what to do. Not just army, he is in the special force, those that are active and ready if there ever was war. SIGH PIE. :( 

Apart from him, this guy from Malaysia, I got to know him through Bigo ah, but okay it is not the best way to meet cause he only bothered talking to me after seeing the way i looked. lmao. He is giving me attention also la i ain't gonna complain. He facetimes me randomly during the day and will say things like he wants to talk to me or asks me how  I am. Winston use to do that for me also, i like it a lot when people randomly call for a chat. Hahaha, naomi naomi, so easy to please. I am going to skip the negative things about this boy, cause he is so far away and nothing will ever happen. HAHA. 

Okay the next thing i am gonna say is more of a rant. so like within the 6 months of silence, i met this guy, through clubbing. WOW. You will not even be able to guess what i have to say. To sum it up, guys nowadays do not seem to know what is commitment. basically, this guy i am talking about has been showing me a lot of interests and such and i found out he is married LMAO. i was telling him my friend had a fling with this guy who we later found out had a girlfriend. So i joked with him, oh maybe you are also attached. Then he said no i am not attached, i am married. WHAT. like why would you flirt with me and all when you have  a wife? so i avoided contact with him cause it was not fair for the wife what. He would text me occasionally saying he misses me and all. I want to gag. Boys if you are attached, please do not cheat. that is as low as you can get >: 

Kay i am done, my supervisor scolding me. haha he cannot read cause he china. okay bye.